kahfai

a lesson on "creativity

2009-09-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

a lesson on "creativity"
Once upon a time i was asked to draw anything i like ....

square head says :everyone is drawing circle why are u drawing square... now go and draw a circle like everyone else ..
me : er... i tot anything i like ???
square head : u are young ........ u should be creative and open to new idea ...
me : (confuse .......... i think he stole my line )

the moral of the story is ... don try to be creative in a not so creative company.

THE KING OF POP

2009-07-04T03:22:00.002+08:00

random

2009-02-15T02:29:00.002+08:00

misses time like that ~~ its so hard to get everyone together like old times nowadays ~

:) ~

2008-11-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

half year !! weeeee

2008-11-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

thanks bee for everything ~ :) ~~~ ~ ~ digital painting of my bee bee ...

tiring

2008-11-12T22:30:00.009+08:00

went to fullhouse @ NIU ZE XIU @ ara damansara just now cuz my baby was making noises wanna go ~~ ish ish ~~ annoying ~~~ and finally i found the correct way there after the 1st attempt failed last saturday night ~ ....... the place was AWESOME ... LOR !

my fav cabonara spegethi YUM......

baby brought a new shades ~~ ... lol ~~ looks like couple shades ~ with my old one

LAST sunday ..... me and beee cooked cabonara spegethi ... also after the 1st attempt failed few months ago ~~ credits to "GAI YIK " who gave me the recipe ... fuiyooo nice lo ~ ~ TADAAAAAaaaa!!

photos from last saturday night ... plan to go full house but then cant find the way ended up we went ss2 for tong sui .....

the choo sisters

sweat -_-lll

2008-11-03T03:07:00.002+08:00

leave the kids alone ~~do watever you want and act however u wan ..... i dowan to say anything not because i am afraid or wat not .... atleast i know how to respect ~ and i admit wat i did ~

prioritize

2008-10-28T03:44:00.001+08:00

time to RE-prioritize my life ... wat to put first and wat not to

FOR U

2008-10-24T18:04:00.005+08:00

kinda bz with freelances recently ~~ mmmmmmmm mmmm enjoying my jobless life ~

anyway here's something for someone ~ enjoy

bala bala i'm happy `~~~~~ money money money coming coming ~

turning point ( i hope to a better life )

2008-09-25T14:36:00.004+08:00

had my burfday last week ~ and ~~ thanks to my frenz ~ and my beee for celebrating with me ~

the burfday cake my mom bought for me ... well i mean she pay me to go and buy my own cake ... kesian betul and then i was like even speechless when the gurl from secret recipe ask me wat should they write on my cake ~ -_______________- kesian ... dah lah buy myself .. the burfday wish have to write my own .....

and i got this very nice wallet from my bee from CK .......thanks lot bee ...although i have to choose myself .... not much supprises for this year .... and not to forget i went for a so called burfday lunch with my darl soonyee and jeev ~ thanks

some random photo of wat we do when we are too free ... lol "ink-ing each other "

i've been thinking for few months now about wat i wan for my future and ... wat i tot when i'm in college and when i came out work it was so diff ....... i took a decision to leave my current position at my current company and plan to take diff responsibilities and role but not as a designer anymore ... but still in the industry ~ the reason why is .. i need to learn more then design .... cuz i know being a designer wont take me where i wanna go ... well wish me luck ~ i'm not sure if my decision is correct but well im still young .... i can still fail ...... it was a hard decision tho to leave my company cuz i learnt alot ... and i love the ppl the enviroment there ~ well ..... live move on ~~ thanks ~~~to them

have been very bz

2008-07-24T01:54:00.002+08:00

kitoworks

2008-06-12T00:54:00.003+08:00

lalalalal joined them last week .... damn cool lo the working environment .... lovin it

this is why i get fatter and fatter ~ -___________________-

my working place ~~ -_-

random photos ....

2008-06-12T00:32:00.003+08:00

some photos of us ................. presenting ... me and my new specs .....

the lens flare isnt photoshoped

quinee the pau face monster

thanks bee

2008-06-06T02:35:00.002+08:00

just recover from a very very very bad eye infection ~ reason ??????? forgot to take out my contact lens for 4 days ~ .....doctor warn me not to wear contact anymore if not i will get blind sigh ~~ so .......... its me ... and specs ~~ and my nerdy look from now on ........

that few days was torturing .... but thanks to bee for being there for me ....... the whole day ~~ layaning me ~ -_- ~ touched kao kao ~ thanks bee .......

thank you for everything ...

be my beee

2008-05-27T07:40:00.003+08:00

introducing ...... my beeeeeeee ...... winnie choo ~ ^^ .. alot of things happened these few days ..too much good things came together at the same time makes me felt ..... worry .. dont know why i had a feeling that these is all too good to be true .....i got my dream girl .... my dream job ... wah what else can i ask for somemore ~

i got a job offer both from VHQ post ..... and kitoworks.com ~ i really didnt know how to choose cuz both of this companies are my dream company ~ frus frus ~ -_-

anyways ....... i FINALLY changed my phone ~~~

hmmmmmmmm new phone ... new gf new job ...... now wat i need is a new car ........ have to work harder for that already ~

emo post

2008-05-18T17:09:00.005+08:00

lie

2008-05-09T16:37:00.002+08:00

brings back some unwanted memories .......

wat have i been up to

2008-05-07T14:43:00.005+08:00

a vedio for our graduation batch exhibition opening ceremony .... "story box"

my very first portfolio website .... WeeeEee click on the image to go to my site ...

foam city

2008-04-15T07:30:00.003+08:00

another sony ads ..... crazy ....... this is why i love motion ~

have been sleeping damn alot recently (have to ........sleep back wat i have lost for past 3 years ma )~~ will get back to work soon ~ -_-

and and ... omg ...... my group and me was on nanyang news paper ytr about the previous project we did ~~ goosh ~ @_@ .. yea ... the one with the lame pose

anyway ..... good morning

19 years old .... WTF ?!

2008-04-13T04:04:00.003+08:00

....... wat are u doing at 19 years old ????????? hmmmmmmmmmmmm me ?. ... still in foundation doing water color painting i guess .......

Tom Geraedts

By Fubiz, Friday November 30, 2007 to 16:58 in "Motion"

Work and an outline of the talents in motion of the young person Tom Geraedts, old of only 19 years. To make known itself, it uses this presentation stylized in a reel very inspired, making it possible to show its universe and its creativity.

p/s:wat the fuck rite ?

boyboy

2008-04-10T15:12:00.001+08:00

photo from that day

finish

2008-04-10T04:39:00.005+08:00

finally got all my project done ...... ( if i don fail or anything ) I"M graduating ..... 3 years at The One Academy .... hmmmmm it was fun.... but stressfull ~~ time flies huh ?? i still remember the first day i got into that school ... so fresh .... so naive... not knowing wat is design all about .... not even know a single software .......i still remember i took 1 week time of ... getting lost ere and there venturing into the wrong roads ...... then only i've learn how to go to college from my hse ... stupid ey??? ..... 3 years there were so........ restless ... we were inject with lotsa lotsa skills .... thinking ... until we are who we are now ..... and now ..... everyone has their own skills .... wat they need ... to go on to another war that lies ahead ..... the journey is .. so............full of expectation yet ....... msyterious .. i dunno where it will leads to ... and i dunno which road to take ( omg ... just like "road not taken " we learnt at form 5 ) gooosh .... wish me luck ...... live is hard ......

some pictures ......we've live hard .... play hard ...... and work hard .....

we started from a big big class during foundation time ... it was so fun that time .... until ppl changes........ ppl left .... ppl join in ......and then we split to diff major

thoose were the time ......-_- getting our hands dirty ...

see ... we even eat banana hard

presenting wat we've turn into ........ i think i change pretty much ... learn alot ...

knowing how much does frenship means ...when u lose 1
knowing wat it feels like to be left alone ...
knowing how to be independent and stand up afterthat
knowing u don cry over problems .......and give up
knowing how much does health means ... when i'm fuckingly sick
knowing wat is pretty and wat is ugly
knowing ...... wat is design and wat is life
knowing to be a designer is harder then anything
knowing i had great frenz now and i'll appreciate them
know i had great lecturers although i always bitch about them at thier back(but deep down i love u guys )
at some point ... i wish i could stay at college ... forever .... (err.... but thinking of the hwk part .... no thanks )

love u guys ~

BRILIANT ME ~

2008-04-09T07:37:00.001+08:00

and when i tot ... WeEEeee graduating ... all finals DONE ... and then ... i was so fucking stupid enuff ... to DELETE1 of my ONE AND ONLY COPY of my project ~~ GREAT !!!!! how smart !!!! I HATE ME .... someone kill me pls !!

about me

2008-04-05T03:45:00.002+08:00

just some little thoughts

i don just read ..... i observe.
its not that i don have a life .........i've gave mine to design.
i might not know everything .....but i know deep on what i love.
i might not know wat's going on in the world... but i know well wats happening in my own world.
i might not get excited nor addicted to any games nor any drugs ....but i'm obsess in design.
pretty chicks would make me happy ...... pretty designs excites me .
i don choose design .................... i'm bond with it .
i might not be a good boyfriend ............... but i will be a good designer .
i might not be familiar with roads and ways to get to places u have fun ...... but i know my road to my fun very well .

photoshooting

2008-03-31T03:18:00.004+08:00

was incharge to take our graduation campaign photo for my class ... so ere it is ... some of the shoots .... more will crazy photo will be uploaded soon.

p/s : i look short .....in the photo .. wtf lo ... i'm actually tall .. thanks to ...*ahem * who took my photo

line

2008-03-25T02:38:00.004+08:00

theres a fine line in between every thing in life ..... the line between love and hate .... line between a smart ass and a idiot .... the line between frens and boy/gurl friends ....... friends and enemy ........a funny joke and sarcasm .... a truthfull advise and a bitchy critic .... i guess its up to us to judge which side of the line it falls to ....... and sometimes ........if we are not carefull we might trip or stumble onto the wrong side ...... some might leads to serious consequences and maybe some would just end up with a laughter in the end of the day ..most of the time ...this is the great & holy time where misunderstood is born ~...... i guess ....at times like this ..... the "watever attidue " would be quite usefull ......... so ...... watever lo ......

apart from the emo post ......i am pretty much very happy with the out come of my little experiment with the bloobmesh effect that i always wanted to do ........ so ....... yea .... i'm happy ~

qoute for the day from mr jeevan cian ..... " the future for graphic is motion graphic ... the future for motion graphic is 3d ..." so yea ~~ agreed ....

weiling gallery

2008-03-13T01:49:00.003+08:00

some photos taken today at feild trip .... weiling galery... wahlao ... damn small lo the place

LV logo ~~~ 3d ~~ was damn bored ......... so ..... yea LV ...... everygurls dream .... (iguess)

wannabe

2008-03-11T05:36:00.002+08:00

i wanna be like him ... him ... him ... and also him ......

i have big dreams ..... big enough to cover the whole malaysia ... but it seeems ... none of them are easy to achieve ...every on and off at late nights when i have nothing to do ... i'll pay a visit to peoples blog ... well .. the people that i admire the ppl who i wannabe like and i wanna live like .. but everytime ... every single time ... it will make me feel more disappointed ... well i'm happy to see'em live like how they are now ... happy , meaningfull job ..... happening life ... well but when i stop and think what am i now ... i'll felt .... i'm such a loser ..

i've always wanna be a great designer ... atleast someone that people will talk about ... and also ALWAYS wanted to do somthing big with my frens ~ win some award ... set up somthing ........i LOVE the feeling of working together .... i love the feeling of not sleeping and having the same aim ..... supporting each other ...checking on each other making sure everyone is not slacking ... celebrating together for wat "we" have gain after having a war ....

sigh ......... well .....sigh .....

2008-03-07T05:43:00.008+08:00

BREAK DOWN

i'm breaking down ... i cant hold on anymore longer ~ i'm having a serious headache ~ i feel like vomit-ing ~
i HATE college ~~ i hate final projects ~
I HATE .... i'm under alot alot of streess ~ i couldnt take it anymore ... i need support ~ -__-
I need life ~
i need time ~ I HATE COLLEGE ~ KNN!! for 3 years ~ 3 fucking years ~~ it has been like hell ~ -_- i know there's one month left only but i really cant take it anymore ~ ...
i just cant ~

hanging on

2008-03-03T05:53:00.002+08:00

HANG ON ~ ..................... few more weeks ... and it will be a brand new sky~ ....................

confession

2008-02-29T22:55:00.002+08:00

i am sorry that .... i've been too into my freelance job and part time work ~ and sorta .... i mean REALLY neglected my college work ~~ i promise i will stop freelancing for few weeks and finish get my butt out of college only i will put my full effort on work ~

i've also been so "no life " that i work till late night and i don even have sometime to do my own design an exploration ......

WTF !!! ... kahfai really teruk ..... ~ bad student tsk tsk tsk no wonder lecturer don like him ~ -_- ~

woah woah woah TOA news letter ~

2008-02-27T20:29:00.003+08:00

was reading thru my mail and i saw this is toa news letter ~ fucking happy lo

Bandar Sunway:Five The One Academy students had the opportunity and the privilege to partner with Nivo Entertainment to develop the music video for Nivo’s latest music talent, iKy, entitled ‘Hu Ran Siang Tau Ni’.

The Multimedia Design students, Tan Wei Peow, Eddy Low, Lew Yet Yun, Lee Xin Xin and Liew Kah Fai (team Leader Tan Wei Peow was not present during interview) were selected to take part in the project as they were considered the most suitable candidates to meet the Nivo Entertainment’s high requirements – said Joanne Kok, a lecturer in the Multimedia Design faculty.

According to Liew Kah Fai, who handled the Lighting, Motion Graphics and Art Direction, the internship with Nivo is a new experience for him to realize the potential of his imagination. “We learned about understanding the needs of clients, the importance of team spirit and the intricacies of the shooting phase. We’ve also had the opportunity to work with a real make-up artist on-site!” added the student.

The music video focuses on a love story full of memories, regrets and sadness which parted because they could not spend a lot of time together. Hence, the male protagonist decided to give up the relationship, not before planting a gerbera flower garden for the female character as a final act of love.

Directing and editing the music video was not an easy task for Eddy Low, who aspires to become a director. “Our 1st experience using a green screen has been a challenge because we had head knowledge without the practical training. As a result, we had a tough time keying out the screen and inserting the effects,” Eddy elaborated.

The shoot allowed the students to work with real models from Nivo as well as hi-tech gadgets and cameras to create the music video. The students’ completed work will go on Malaysian air in summer 2008 and took approximately 4 months to complete.

(i never remember telling the guy i handle lighting also -_- lll )

learning attitude ... attidue learning

2008-01-26T03:54:00.000+08:00

is learning important then attitude or attitude is more important then learning ?

love Vs company

2008-01-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

a post i saw from TAN MING KEE ... which i toltally agree with it ~

sometimes, love becomes a habit.
and one can't tell they're still in love or just doing a usual habit.

does merely keeping contact makes u two still a couple?
how do u define a couple?
is it that u merely need or company during your free time thats y u got yourself a partner?
are partners to be abandoned when u are busy?
will u ever tell ppl u're busy with your partner?
thousands of linked questions flooded my mind, but who is there to answer it for me?

when love becomes a routine, lots things became an unwritten rule.

u forgot
that calling each other is to talk bout your day,
and not just to say good night and fulfill your duty,
and to avoid the consequences of not calling.

u forgot
to hang out together is to get to know more of each other,
spend time with each other,
and not just to hang out and meet up to fulfill your responsibility.

u forgot
spending time together on occasions is to appreciate the occasion together,
and not just to let ppl know that 'of coz i did spend it with her'

u forgot
knowing special dates of your relationship is to celebrate the day together,
and not just to be able to answer when u're asked.

u forgot
eating together is to sit down nicely to look at each other,
to know what each other likes,
and not just to fill your stomach.

u forgot
holding hands is to let each other know u're still there ,
and not just to hold because every other couple does that.

u forgot
a hug can reassure a lot of things,
so don't hug just to hug.

"love " ~ being cupid is such a hard job

2008-01-17T02:29:00.000+08:00

"The Mask"

something i put on since ytr ~ haha ~ .................................... anyway .... was wondering all these while ... how do u define love .... like do u really know that if u love that particular someone or like that someone ? sometimes love tend to fade off slowly and it became a habit .... a part of ur life ~ like ... loving her is already a habit so u love her cuz u are used to loving her and not love her because u love her .and never notice that love has already gone .....and why is it so hard to let go when there is a break ???

isit really because the particular person is still loving the other half OR .... he /she is already used to his company ~ and does it mean that u love someone if u enjoy their company alot ?? and sometimes i wonder ~ whether u want to be with that that person so u love them or ... u
love them thats why u be with them ......

and how much u love the person is how much u will hate em after on ???

headache question ... yea ... tell me about it ~ .....

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~I SHALL SO STOP BEING SO BITCHY AFTER THIS ~

there's some arguement between me and a fren .... where i think u are what u say and where u hang out .........or study ~~ enviroment does affect ppl's thinking and midset not to mention behavior ~ ......... i doesnt mean all ..( SERIOUSLY i dont mean all.. for thoose who know wat i am talking about ... i'm not being offensive)... but most of them .... which i sarcasticly think that a particular area's ppl which i am not so fond of ... where she think toltally differently.and being so protective over them which i find it kinda contra with wat she said well maybe people change especially women .. they are sooo not predictable (well maybe not all the time )....and i respect it tho....i guess thoose ppl have their "market" and ... difinately not attractive at all to me .
well for somebody's information ..... u get dump isnt because the other half has change .... its because .. ppl improved ~~ and u stay foot on where u are and i guess u are probably very happy with it as i toltally does respect ur side of culture ...... probably she find it hard to communicate with u anymore cuz .. ur mentality or social are ..... is not till her/his level .. ... well so ... find ya self someone ur level i guess would be suitable enuff for u ~

NO WONDER when "the mask " was out in the movie its so HOT

2008-01-16T06:45:00.001+08:00

i don understand why am i always NOT appreciated ~ say wat's best for others ... giving turthfully advise ~~ but ppl always get it the wrong way ~ ........... well i've learnt my lesson once ~ that people doesnt take truthfull advice ~ they like lies ..... beautifulll lies ... so watever ... back to the old me ~~ "WOW ..... prettynya HOW DID U DO THAT omg "~~ if this is wat everyone likes ~ i say cuz i care ~ i risk being seen as a bitch to say that and this is wat i get ~ so ... i guess ~~ being in a mask would be the best thing to live happily ever after in the community ~ i guess POPular people ... and sociable ~ people are thoose who has be biggest mask collection in thier pocket ~ i guess i shud learn from them ~ ....

~good bye .. mr.wise guy trying to be nice ~ welcome the new .... mr. sociable ...."THE MASK "

talking about mask ~~ my blog soooooo need a change ~~ need to give it a nicer skin tho ~~ need some time to do it ......... ~~~~ BZ BZ BZ BZ .......... waiting for all my money to come to me ..... come to DADDY !!!! woahaAHAHAhaha i sooooo gonna shop till i drop when i get'em ~

for somebody's information ~~ the rite way to love is not being obsess with that particular someone ...... so much for being wise ... lol ~ like i know how to love ~~ -______- lll well saying is always easier ~ anyway love sucks ...... i guess everyone knows .... recently alot of peeps is getting in love ... seeing little little LOVE sparkles... between frenz ... and sadly alot of ppl is in depression from breaking up ~~ its so sweet to see them in love but felt .... empty at the same time tho ..... u_u .... when will i meet "u" .... or i shud say ... when can i get "u" ....

peep say if u love someone u wanna see em happy & u'll be happy~ hell yeah..my middle finger on this ....how many people can do it .... saying is definately easy ..the cRUEl turth is ....when u see em happy WITHOUT u ....u feel SUCKy ~~ ... SERIOUSly ... LOL ~ ~~ well ~~ atleast this is wat i seen from some fren ~ -_- lll ~~

i guess thats all .... its already morning anyway ~ ...... ~

qoute for the day ~

2008-01-15T06:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes ..... problems will be solved if u leave them alone ...... insisting to solve problems at the wrong time will just make things worst ~ take a break and come back for it when everything has cool down ~

not so me .....

2008-01-11T02:47:00.001+08:00

fucking losta things happened .. happening ~ and going to happen ........ i'm so fucking tired of life .. so sick and tired of ppl fucking around telling this and that assuming this and that .like they know everything "duh ~~~ u don ok ? continue being ur good little boy under the bitch skirt" fucking not like i care anymore.....crazily stressed at work ...hate websites !! ....... not going so well in college too~ FUCK ~~ wats going on in my life ? ~~~i need to really get myself back on track ~recently learnt that .......... when u open ur palm and let something go then only u will be able to grab sumthing else in return ~~ holding to something tight doesnt lead u anywhere ......it will just bring u to depression and obsession ~ ~

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so much for being emo, for thoose who care ... thanks for caring for thoose who doesnt ... fuck off ... :) ~ doesnt need anything from u tho......... not like i'll give a damn about u reading it or not ~ -_-

well its a freaking new year ~ i wan a freaking better life ~

new job .... lotsa money ~ true frenz ~

todo list ...... or i should say wish list for this year 2008

+ a cool job
+ hope my "secret project " works well
+ freaking know more chicks ( need more opurtunity ... "duh")
+ external flash for my cam
+ lens for my cam
+ a cool car ~~~

jeev burfday party tmr ~~ promised to do him some new media stuff for his party but was so freaking bz recently ~ so i did a simple animation instead ~~ "jeev is hot " ~ lol ~ hmmm hope u don mind tho ~ u guys are the best !!! post it on later if i got time -_-

did some 3d modeling recently ........ but havent do the lighting and texturing ...

touched

2007-10-05T03:53:00.001+08:00

long time never blog already ..........hmm lotsa things happended and .. fuck was fucking bz ... everyday meeting meeting meeting meeting ............ wat a hectic sem .. and its just the fucking begining .... anyway ...... i get to work on a KEWL project for my internship class which i was very excited with ... but ...its so called P&C .... so kenot blog about it -_-

well ... i had my burfday last two week ago ........ was kinda disapointed 1 .. cuz everyone ... including my DARLINGS .... forgot ... the date ..... they tot 1 day later .... -_- .... then the weekend after that my DARLINGS ask me out for a dinner ..... with akmal ... buka puasa dinner thinggy .. and we reach 1u at about .... 9 ... before that i was asking soon yee ... wats the plan and where are we eating ... he told me ... chicken rice shop ... i was like .. @.@ u sure ah ???? cuz ... our mr soon yee ere .... doesnt sounds so convincing that he'll go for chicken rice shop ... ( rich brat) .... and ... yea i sorta go along with it ... and ............ bla bla bla ... akmal went there first with caroline ( the cute gurl ) .... and ..... me and jeev and soon yee meet them at the so called chicken rice shop which is actually chilis .... afterthat only i know they set me up .... lol IT WAS a burfday dinner .... awwwwwwww how sweet ... just for me .... we had our NICENICE time and dinner ... and after we sorta like chilling there after the food .. then i heard ..... pplS singing burfday song ..... and when i was going to tell them ... wow .. someone burfday also wo ... then ..... fucking the staff at chilis stood beside me holding a ..... cake (i think its called a cake ) ........ with a candle on it .... and then i know the song was for me ... DAMN ... i was soooo SUPPRISE lo ....I TOLTALLY FELL for THAT 1 ....... hahahahha well ... thanks guys ... and gurl ... for everything ... LOVE u all ... will post photo when i get it from darling soon yee ..... soooo touching loooo

talking about TOUCHED ..... fuck ... akmal got his ipod touch LOR ! ....... wah damn cool ... the function ...shit ........ i am not into these ipod ... psp and shit stuff .. but shit .. i still think its cool ....... wakkakaka but i still wouldnt buy 1 ......

pipit 1st anniversary

2007-09-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

wow.... i went to pipit 1st aniversary ytr ~ was sooo much fun meeting up the pipit-ers ~ seeing god louis ... yayawoooo jphree black fryday and all ..................so here's some photo i took at the event ~ enjoy........

some wonderfull tees

pipit issues

bibi chun and jphree

urban creature doing demo

cute couple .. the yayawoooS....

my fav for the day

someone said my blog is updateless ... LOL

2007-08-27T03:12:00.000+08:00

wah it has been such a freaking loOOng day ytr ~ ~ well i did a design for pipit
( a designer forum )'s anniverserry :) ......

here it is :) oriental style ~ ahahah

after that i went to ...... putra jaya ~ PLANNING to take some photo's of the firework competition ~ but WTF ?! i reach there like .... 5 minits before the thing started ~ i was freaking jam ~ and ... FUCKER i dunno which direction will the fireworks be ~ and after the first firework was seen in the sky only i know it was freaking far away ~ I Ran like fucking MILES towards the place ~ and i gave up ~ half way cuz its lke fucking faraway ~ and i fucking kenot get some clear shots of the fireworks due to the angle and the position was not GOOD ! FUCK IT ... i'll be there again ~ HOPE i can get another good shoots of it ~

but i did manage to get some shots of putra jaya ~ :)

LOVE the reflection contrast

i'm back ~

2007-08-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

phew ~ finally i have some free time to blog ... my blog has been update-less for months ~ due to assignments and project ~ well i finally get all my projects done .. and as well as some freelance jobs ~~ :) well alot of things happend ....the happy thing is .... omg ... i cant belive i got high marks for my online media ... ..hahahah was so happy ~~ ~~ well credits for my teammates as well ~ happy working with u guys ~ but the site still have some little bugs running ere and there i will fix it soon ~

the sad thing is !!! EUGENE and MANMENG is leaving toa T.T ~~~~ omg ... i knew they will leave sooner or later (duh~ who wanna stay teaching forever ~ not like the sallary is damn high ) but i never knew it was before i graduate !! haih ..... my fav lecture eugene ~~ the one that was always there for me ... for my last minute work( i know its not good ... i'm trying hard to not ledi its more like ..... doing till last minit and not last minit onli do ) and yet never show me the bitchy face ... (lol not like someone else ) ~ and my scripting problem that is so freaking scary cuz i always wanted to do something diff ~~ i got a hint form him last week when he say someone is leaving but i tot it was manmeng ~at that time i was like .... omg .... the most talented ppl in script is leaving .....and i told myself ... nvm nvm ~ still got eugene ~ WTF ~ at tues ~ they announce together both of them is leaving so freaking sad lo ~ now no one solve my scripts d ~~ no one let me hantar work lewat ledi ~~ :( ~~~~~~ SAD !!! well ~~ i didnt get a chance to really thank him cuz .... :( my classmate did a vedio for him and .. wth ~ i tak sempat to do the vedio for my part ( I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED ) .... well i know he wont be reading this but .... THANK YOU for everything ~ well here's some photo of my class and two of the legendary lecturers in TOA mm dept ... the god of scripts and .. the famous kind hearted lecturer
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look at the T shirt ~ its stated " i love man meng eugene "

this is the first time i see manmeng smile so happy ~

i guess i'll wish u guys luck on ur journey ~ :)

freaking BORED

2007-07-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

its friday !!! FIANLLY !!! i've been waiting for this day to come since forever .. i've been siting infront of my comp for almost whole week sleepless doing my homework ... i can feel my comp also wanna tell me "get a life dude " .... lolz .... gosh ~~ dunno why today eveyrone like missing in action :( ... gosh ~ wanna find someone to go out with me also so hard ZZZZZZzzzz fuck !! BORED !!!!! i dowan to rot at home !!!

my mom tot i was dead

2007-07-14T04:46:00.000+08:00

GOSH ...... i woke up just now at 4 am .... and i realise i have been fainted for nearly ... 12 hours !! lol ~~~ i have been staying up sleepless for god knows how many days ... gosh ~ life is busy ~ motion graphic ... online media ~ MM production .... i love design ... but .... i need more time man ... i reach home from school today at 5 ... and i plan to go for some exercise ( basketball ) .. but then i told myself to go lie down on the bed for half hours resting .. LOL !! i didnt wake up ~ luckily i didnt go play basketball ... i think i will be dead by now ~ LOLZ .... gosh i'm bored ~~!! everyone is offline .... i guess .... hwk time ... again ~ GO go GO !!!!!! no art work to show today ~ :/

vector

2007-07-12T06:57:00.000+08:00

i'm kinda into vector recently ~~ ... well was doing some vector icon for a fren ~ cuz i promised her so ...... ( she forced me ) .... and so ... here it is .... i fit it into a t shirt instead ~ cuz i find it cute ... well and here's some character design of my next project as well ~~~ soon yee and akmal ~ thanks for being my model ~ lol u guys look cute ~ :)

joey~ in my t-shirt design " beauty of simplicity "
pop art style

lol ~ cute akmal and soon yee in my project character design

photography vs photoshop ~

2007-07-09T06:33:00.000+08:00

all these while i hold on to my believe when taking photos where good photography comes from pure photography without very much photoshopping ~ ..... well ~ i went to my art teacher studio today and ... dunno how the hell we chat about photography and then ... lolz ~ i dunno how the hell we get into this topic where i say ..... " if photoshop the photos ... then photography is meaningless ledi ....... then every camera can come out with nice photo .. and i don have to buy a dslr for nice photos " .... my art teacher knock my head ~ and lecture me for like 20 mins about .... how potography develop ~ how ppl last time do editing using flim and bla bla bla .... and ... tell me photography is about the composition and the story u wan to tell and not about photoshop or not (but ofcuz .... limit urself when photoshopping ... don too kao kao la )~ geesh ~~ .... lol ~ so i went home ... and... lolz ~ photoshop some photo i tool ( finally i don feel guilt to photoshop my photo's ... haha wanted to do it sicne forever ) .....

control

akmal's blue sandals

a kiddo at buddha fest

4th piece digital painting !!

2007-07-03T04:12:00.000+08:00

was browsing thru flickr 1 random night and saw this photo ~~~~ from yew chin ~~ it was perfectly shot ~ so i did a digital painting on it ~ gosh ~~ i've been doing more illustration work more then ... multimedia work ~~ LOL ~~ feel free to comment ~~

the original photo ~~ nice photo ey ?

photoshop +painter ...... took me two nights to get this done

The road not taken

2007-06-30T03:46:00.000+08:00

stresssed !!!!!! i need to come out with the action script for the f***king online media website which i really kenot find any info of it online ~~ GRRRR !!!! and then i was offered a chance to partner with a stylist to open a studio which he already found all the sponsors ~ he is just waiting my answer then the project will starts ~~ gosh ~ and he will pay all the rental and stuffs i just need to do his F**king website .... and take the photograph of the models ~ ~~ i doubt it if i really wanna go into the "fashion field " ..... but ofcuz i wanna earn money (who dont ) but ... i will be much more happier if i am a freaking cool desginer and earn a living with my design ~~ ...... and .. i dunno if i got time to cope with my studies or not ....... :"( ... and this might be a chance for me (who knows wat it will brings me to ? ) .... i am stressed !!!

anyway ~~ this is a t-shirt design i did ..... lolz ~ i think a t-shirt looks nice if its plain ... so .....

sounds not convincing ~~ hummm i wonder why ~~ (lame)

FREE at last !!!! for 1 night

2007-06-28T03:32:00.000+08:00

finally i pass up my motion graphic today .... felt damn relax after passing up .... haha right after coming back from coll i started sleeping until 12 am only i woke up ... never felt how its like to sleep lidat since ...... last holiday ~ wakakakka ~ then i started ston-ing infront of my comp and felt like drawing again so i did another piece of digital paitning of kym ~ XP took me quite some time to finish it ....somehow one of my fren just broke up with her bf .... she seems so depressed from her nick name .. it makes me think of the time i broke up with my ex 1 year back .. i was like her .....it was like the end of the world for me .. it took me quite some time to heal my wound ......well she just need sometime and she'll realise that love is just a small part of life .... there's alot of nicer thing other than love ... :) like frenz .... cheerish the frenz u have......i'm greatfull that i have a bunch of cool frenz now ~ thanks guys ~

screenshots from FIRST my motiongraphic ever

photos i found randomly online

my version of kym....... photoshop+painter

TIRING !!

2007-06-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

gosh ~ motion graphic due date is at wed .... i just came back from the coll lab at 12.am ~~~~ its freaking tiring man..i reach home ~ had my dinner on 1am and started to continue doing my motion graphic ... and had some random chat with akmal and i told him i need some cool music to keep me awake ...and so .... he sent me this great song ........well .... if i just broke up and i hate my gf .... i will tell this to my frenz ~~~ lolz !!!

The Vandals-my girlfriend's dead

Digital painting

2007-06-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

its 5.00am and i have been doing motion graphic for the whole day ytr (sleepless)~ felt abit streessed so .... i browse thru my photo's and then got an idea of doing digital painting....so i pick a gal from my photos(fern ) and start painting..and then i kinda get "higher and higher " and den i started to do some photo editing with lights and colors.... well the outcome is ...... great ( i think)

digital painting-photoshop

(fern)well i am not a illustration student nor a animator i guess i've tried hard

akmal the arrogant

fern the sweet (she just seems to be in my photos so frequently )

i am FAT?!?!? wth ?

2007-06-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

gosh ~~ a fren told me past few days .... that i look fater ledi .... well i ignore it cuz i think she havent seen me for ages ... and ..... today ..... somone told me that also ! gosh ~~ am i that fat ?
i've stop jogging and working out for 3 weeks already ~ due to ........................ hwk ~ ( its not an excuse okay ) well and i did find back my previous photos and compare it with the photo now ...
haha i don think i look fater also.

few months back

last few days

( in fact i think i look slim-er) er..........................don i ?hmmmm maybe its the hair... well anyway so i went to you tube to search for some workout tutorials ~~ and this is what i found ~

Art is about self expressing and not competing

2007-06-23T05:26:00.001+08:00

well something hit me on the head when i was scolded "Art is about self expressing and not competing" by a close fren while chatting ..... well i sat there for a while thinking about it ... well i have to admit ... i am so obses with the whole "fame " thing .. everything i do now is just to achieve 1 goal .... thats fame .. Well my fren told me that it is so unhealthy for me .... well .. i was kinda speechless when he said that ...

i admit wat he said was completely right about me .. but to think of that .. i'm actually placed to compete in other word force ...all these while what i've been doing is to try to prove ppl wrong about wat they think about me... and i am not a piece of shit .. well my mind is so messy about that sentence that he hit me with now .... lets not talk about that ..

haha... its been so freaking long since the first post huh ? lol ~ was kinda busy at work ( i mean college ) has been working on some project lately and beating deadlines .....

well this abit of what i'm doing ....

screen shoots of my interactive business card~

and .... i'm kinda into photography recently and i got myself a new flickr account http://www.flickr.com/photos/baby_kiasu ..... this is some photo inside ~ feel free to drop by and give some comments :)

a brand new blog ...a brand new start

2007-05-14T02:35:00.002+08:00

Well here's my first blog ever in my life ~ ( proud ) LOLZ ....i created this blog to give myself some motivation to keep producing work and post it online ,cuz i find myself don have motivation to do my work ...

after few more hours .... college starts ~ :( i have been sleepless for few days thinking of this .... thinking about the stress that i have to cope with .. the "promises " or ..... so call goal that i've made to myself .. i've been doing very very badly for the previous term..... cuz i didnt really gave in enuff for my work ... its time to really work hard cuz its final year in coll for me ... (well hope i'll do what i said ) :( ........ I MUST BE DETERMINED !!!!

for few months i have been slacking .... and the reason i gave myself is .. i don have the enviroment to do my work ~ i need to be in gang ~ i kenot work alone ~ :( ..... but somehow i've lost the environment (the helping each other ....keeping each other up at night to do projects.. criticising each other art work for improvement )..and ... everytime ... every single time ... i try to do my work ~ "accidents " happen for sure ... such as ... i kenot find my notes ... i kenot find my pen ... fren call me out ... etc etc .... ( well i'm just not determined )

well .. i kenot stay like this forever ... i will work hard from this moment onwards ~ ..... :)

things i need to do for this week :

Go get myself a note book for this sem
buy a pendrive ( i broke mine :'( )
get a haircut ~ ( i hate my hair now )

well i guess this is it ~ .... my first post