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photo from that day

finish

finally got all my project done ...... ( if i don fail or anything ) I"M graduating ..... 3 years at The One Academy .... hmmmmm it was fun.... but stressfull ~~ time flies huh ?? i still remember the first day i got into that school ... so fresh .... so naive... not knowing wat is design all about .... not even know a single software .......i still remember i took 1 week time of ... getting lost ere and there venturing into the wrong roads ...... then only i've learn how to go to college from my hse ... stupid ey??? ..... 3 years there were so........ restless ... we were inject with lotsa lotsa skills .... thinking ... until we are who we are now ..... and now ..... everyone has their own skills .... wat they need ... to go on to another war that lies ahead ..... the journey is .. so............full of expectation yet ....... msyterious .. i dunno where it will leads to ... and i dunno which road to take ( omg ... just like "road not taken " we learnt at form 5 ) gooosh .... wish me luck ...... live is hard ......

some pictures ......we've live hard .... play hard ...... and work hard .....

we started from a big big class during foundation time ... it was so fun that time .... until ppl changes........ ppl left .... ppl join in ......and then we split to diff major

thoose were the time ......-_- getting our hands dirty ...

see ... we even eat banana hard





presenting wat we've turn into ........ i think i change pretty much ... learn alot ...

knowing how much does frenship means ...when u lose 1
knowing wat it feels like to be left alone ...
knowing how to be independent and stand up afterthat
knowing u don cry over problems .......and give up
knowing how much does health means ... when i'm fuckingly sick
knowing wat is pretty and wat is ugly
knowing ...... wat is design and wat is life
knowing to be a designer is harder then anything
knowing i had great frenz now and i'll appreciate them
know i had great lecturers although i always bitch about them at thier back(but deep down i love u guys )
at some point ... i wish i could stay at college ... forever .... (err.... but thinking of the hwk part .... no thanks )


love u guys ~

BRILIANT ME ~

and when i tot ... WeEEeee graduating ... all finals DONE ... and then ... i was so fucking stupid enuff ... to DELETE1 of my ONE AND ONLY COPY of my project ~~ GREAT !!!!! how smart !!!! I HATE ME .... someone kill me pls !!

about me

just some little thoughts

• i don just read ..... i observe.
• its not that i don have a life .........i've gave mine to design.
• i might not know everything .....but i know deep on what i love.
• i might not know wat's going on in the world... but i know well wats happening in my own world.
• i might not get excited nor addicted to any games nor any drugs ....but i'm obsess in design.
• pretty chicks would make me happy ...... pretty designs excites me .
• i don choose design .................... i'm bond with it .
• i might not be a good boyfriend ............... but i will be a good designer .
• i might not be familiar with roads and ways to get to places u have fun ...... but i know my road to my fun very well .

photoshooting

was incharge to take our graduation campaign photo for my class ... so ere it is ... some of the shoots .... more will crazy photo will be uploaded soon.



p/s : i look short .....in the photo .. wtf lo ... i'm actually tall .. thanks to ...*ahem * who took my photo

line

theres a fine line in between every thing in life ..... the line between love and hate .... line between a smart ass and a idiot .... the line between frens and boy/gurl friends ....... friends and enemy ........a funny joke and sarcasm .... a truthfull advise and a bitchy critic .... i guess its up to us to judge which side of the line it falls to ....... and sometimes ........if we are not carefull we might trip or stumble onto the wrong side ...... some might leads to serious consequences and maybe some would just end up with a laughter in the end of the day ..most of the time ...this is the great & holy time where misunderstood is born ~...... i guess ....at times like this ..... the "watever attidue " would be quite usefull ......... so ...... watever lo ......




apart from the emo post ......i am pretty much very happy with the out come of my little experiment with the bloobmesh effect that i always wanted to do ........ so ....... yea .... i'm happy ~



qoute for the day from mr jeevan cian ..... " the future for graphic is motion graphic ... the future for motion graphic is 3d ..." so yea ~~ agreed ....

weiling gallery

some photos taken today at feild trip .... weiling galery... wahlao ... damn small lo the place





LV logo ~~~ 3d ~~ was damn bored ......... so ..... yea LV ...... everygurls dream .... (iguess)

wannabe

i wanna be like him ... him ... him ... and also him ......

i have big dreams ..... big enough to cover the whole malaysia ... but it seeems ... none of them are easy to achieve ...every on and off at late nights when i have nothing to do ... i'll pay a visit to peoples blog ... well .. the people that i admire the ppl who i wannabe like and i wanna live like .. but everytime ... every single time ... it will make me feel more disappointed ... well i'm happy to see'em live like how they are now ... happy , meaningfull job ..... happening life ... well but when i stop and think what am i now ... i'll felt .... i'm such a loser ..

i've always wanna be a great designer ... atleast someone that people will talk about ... and also ALWAYS wanted to do somthing big with my frens ~ win some award ... set up somthing ........i LOVE the feeling of working together .... i love the feeling of not sleeping and having the same aim ..... supporting each other ...checking on each other making sure everyone is not slacking ... celebrating together for wat "we" have gain after having a war ....

sigh ......... well .....sigh .....

BREAK DOWN

i'm breaking down ... i cant hold on anymore longer ~ i'm having a serious headache ~ i feel like vomit-ing ~
i HATE college ~~ i hate final projects ~
I HATE .... i'm under alot alot of streess ~ i couldnt take it anymore ... i need support ~ -__-
I need life ~
i need time ~ I HATE COLLEGE ~ KNN!! for 3 years ~ 3 fucking years ~~ it has been like hell ~ -_- i know there's one month left only but i really cant take it anymore ~ ...
i just cant ~

hanging on

HANG ON ~ ..................... few more weeks ... and it will be a brand new sky~ ....................

confession

i am sorry that .... i've been too into my freelance job and part time work ~ and sorta .... i mean REALLY neglected my college work ~~ i promise i will stop freelancing for few weeks and finish get my butt out of college only i will put my full effort on work ~

i've also been so "no life " that i work till late night and i don even have sometime to do my own design an exploration ......


WTF !!! ... kahfai really teruk ..... ~ bad student tsk tsk tsk no wonder lecturer don like him ~ -_- ~

woah woah woah TOA news letter ~

was reading thru my mail and i saw this is toa news letter ~ fucking happy lo

Bandar Sunway:Five The One Academy students had the opportunity and the privilege to partner with Nivo Entertainment to develop the music video for Nivo’s latest music talent, iKy, entitled ‘Hu Ran Siang Tau Ni’.

The Multimedia Design students, Tan Wei Peow, Eddy Low, Lew Yet Yun, Lee Xin Xin and Liew Kah Fai (team Leader Tan Wei Peow was not present during interview) were selected to take part in the project as they were considered the most suitable candidates to meet the Nivo Entertainment’s high requirements – said Joanne Kok, a lecturer in the Multimedia Design faculty.

According to Liew Kah Fai, who handled the Lighting, Motion Graphics and Art Direction, the internship with Nivo is a new experience for him to realize the potential of his imagination. “We learned about understanding the needs of clients, the importance of team spirit and the intricacies of the shooting phase. We’ve also had the opportunity to work with a real make-up artist on-site!” added the student.

The music video focuses on a love story full of memories, regrets and sadness which parted because they could not spend a lot of time together. Hence, the male protagonist decided to give up the relationship, not before planting a gerbera flower garden for the female character as a final act of love.

Directing and editing the music video was not an easy task for Eddy Low, who aspires to become a director. “Our 1st experience using a green screen has been a challenge because we had head knowledge without the practical training. As a result, we had a tough time keying out the screen and inserting the effects,” Eddy elaborated.

The shoot allowed the students to work with real models from Nivo as well as hi-tech gadgets and cameras to create the music video. The students’ completed work will go on Malaysian air in summer 2008 and took approximately 4 months to complete.

(i never remember telling the guy i handle lighting also -_- lll )

learning attitude ... attidue learning

is learning important then attitude or attitude is more important then learning ?

love Vs company

a post i saw from TAN MING KEE ... which i toltally agree with it ~

sometimes, love becomes a habit.
and one can't tell they're still in love or just doing a usual habit.

does merely keeping contact makes u two still a couple?
how do u define a couple?
is it that u merely need or company during your free time thats y u got yourself a partner?
are partners to be abandoned when u are busy?
will u ever tell ppl u're busy with your partner?
thousands of linked questions flooded my mind, but who is there to answer it for me?

when love becomes a routine, lots things became an unwritten rule.

u forgot
that calling each other is to talk bout your day,
and not just to say good night and fulfill your duty,
and to avoid the consequences of not calling.

u forgot
to hang out together is to get to know more of each other,
spend time with each other,
and not just to hang out and meet up to fulfill your responsibility.

u forgot
spending time together on occasions is to appreciate the occasion together,
and not just to let ppl know that 'of coz i did spend it with her'

u forgot
knowing special dates of your relationship is to celebrate the day together,
and not just to be able to answer when u're asked.

u forgot
eating together is to sit down nicely to look at each other,
to know what each other likes,
and not just to fill your stomach.

u forgot
holding hands is to let each other know u're still there ,
and not just to hold because every other couple does that.

u forgot
a hug can reassure a lot of things,
so don't hug just to hug.

"love " ~ being cupid is such a hard job

"The Mask"

something i put on since ytr ~ haha ~ .................................... anyway .... was wondering all these while ... how do u define love .... like do u really know that if u love that particular someone or like that someone ? sometimes love tend to fade off slowly and it became a habit .... a part of ur life ~ like ... loving her is already a habit so u love her cuz u are used to loving her and not love her because u love her .and never notice that love has already gone .....and why is it so hard to let go when there is a break ???


isit really because the particular person is still loving the other half OR .... he /she is already used to his company ~ and does it mean that u love someone if u enjoy their company alot ?? and sometimes i wonder ~ whether u want to be with that that person so u love them or ... u
love them thats why u be with them ......

and how much u love the person is how much u will hate em after on ???


headache question ... yea ... tell me about it ~ .....

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~I SHALL SO STOP BEING SO BITCHY AFTER THIS ~

there's some arguement between me and a fren .... where i think u are what u say and where u hang out .........or study ~~ enviroment does affect ppl's thinking and midset not to mention behavior ~ ......... i doesnt mean all ..( SERIOUSLY i dont mean all.. for thoose who know wat i am talking about ... i'm not being offensive)... but most of them .... which i sarcasticly think that a particular area's ppl which i am not so fond of ... where she think toltally differently.and being so protective over them which i find it kinda contra with wat she said well maybe people change especially women .. they are sooo not predictable (well maybe not all the time )....and i respect it tho....i guess thoose ppl have their "market" and ... difinately not attractive at all to me .
well for somebody's information ..... u get dump isnt because the other half has change .... its because .. ppl improved ~~ and u stay foot on where u are and i guess u are probably very happy with it as i toltally does respect ur side of culture ...... probably she find it hard to communicate with u anymore cuz .. ur mentality or social are ..... is not till her/his level .. ... well so ... find ya self someone ur level i guess would be suitable enuff for u ~

NO WONDER when "the mask " was out in the movie its so HOT

i don understand why am i always NOT appreciated ~ say wat's best for others ... giving turthfully advise ~~ but ppl always get it the wrong way ~ ........... well i've learnt my lesson once ~ that people doesnt take truthfull advice ~ they like lies ..... beautifulll lies ... so watever ... back to the old me ~~ "WOW ..... prettynya HOW DID U DO THAT omg "~~ if this is wat everyone likes ~ i say cuz i care ~ i risk being seen as a bitch to say that and this is wat i get ~ so ... i guess ~~ being in a mask would be the best thing to live happily ever after in the community ~ i guess POPular people ... and sociable ~ people are thoose who has be biggest mask collection in thier pocket ~ i guess i shud learn from them ~ ....


~good bye .. mr.wise guy trying to be nice ~ welcome the new .... mr. sociable ...."THE MASK "


talking about mask ~~ my blog soooooo need a change ~~ need to give it a nicer skin tho ~~ need some time to do it ......... ~~~~ BZ BZ BZ BZ .......... waiting for all my money to come to me ..... come to DADDY !!!! woahaAHAHAhaha i sooooo gonna shop till i drop when i get'em ~


for somebody's information ~~ the rite way to love is not being obsess with that particular someone ...... so much for being wise ... lol ~ like i know how to love ~~ -______- lll well saying is always easier ~ anyway love sucks ...... i guess everyone knows .... recently alot of peeps is getting in love ... seeing little little LOVE sparkles... between frenz ... and sadly alot of ppl is in depression from breaking up ~~ its so sweet to see them in love but felt .... empty at the same time tho ..... u_u .... when will i meet "u" .... or i shud say ... when can i get "u" ....

peep say if u love someone u wanna see em happy & u'll be happy~ hell yeah..my middle finger on this ....how many people can do it .... saying is definately easy ..the cRUEl turth is ....when u see em happy WITHOUT u ....u feel SUCKy ~~ ... SERIOUSly ... LOL ~ ~~ well ~~ atleast this is wat i seen from some fren ~ -_- lll ~~

i guess thats all .... its already morning anyway ~ ...... ~

qoute for the day ~

sometimes ..... problems will be solved if u leave them alone ...... insisting to solve problems at the wrong time will just make things worst ~ take a break and come back for it when everything has cool down ~

not so me .....

fucking losta things happened .. happening ~ and going to happen ........ i'm so fucking tired of life .. so sick and tired of ppl fucking around telling this and that assuming this and that .like they know everything "duh ~~~ u don ok ? continue being ur good little boy under the bitch skirt" fucking not like i care anymore.....crazily stressed at work ...hate websites !! ....... not going so well in college too~ FUCK ~~ wats going on in my life ? ~~~i need to really get myself back on track ~recently learnt that .......... when u open ur palm and let something go then only u will be able to grab sumthing else in return ~~ holding to something tight doesnt lead u anywhere ......it will just bring u to depression and obsession ~ ~



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so much for being emo, for thoose who care ... thanks for caring for thoose who doesnt ... fuck off ... :) ~ doesnt need anything from u tho......... not like i'll give a damn about u reading it or not ~ -_-

well its a freaking new year ~ i wan a freaking better life ~

new job .... lotsa money ~ true frenz ~

todo list ...... or i should say wish list for this year 2008

+ a cool job
+ hope my "secret project " works well
+ freaking know more chicks ( need more opurtunity ... "duh")
+ external flash for my cam
+ lens for my cam
+ a cool car ~~~





jeev burfday party tmr ~~ promised to do him some new media stuff for his party but was so freaking bz recently ~ so i did a simple animation instead ~~ "jeev is hot " ~ lol ~ hmmm hope u don mind tho ~ u guys are the best !!! post it on later if i got time -_-


did some 3d modeling recently ........ but havent do the lighting and texturing ...

touched

long time never blog already ..........hmm lotsa things happended and .. fuck was fucking bz ... everyday meeting meeting meeting meeting ............ wat a hectic sem .. and its just the fucking begining .... anyway ...... i get to work on a KEWL project for my internship class which i was very excited with ... but ...its so called P&C .... so kenot blog about it -_-

well ... i had my burfday last two week ago ........ was kinda disapointed 1 .. cuz everyone ... including my DARLINGS .... forgot ... the date ..... they tot 1 day later .... -_- .... then the weekend after that my DARLINGS ask me out for a dinner ..... with akmal ... buka puasa dinner thinggy .. and we reach 1u at about .... 9 ... before that i was asking soon yee ... wats the plan and where are we eating ... he told me ... chicken rice shop ... i was like .. @.@ u sure ah ???? cuz ... our mr soon yee ere .... doesnt sounds so convincing that he'll go for chicken rice shop ... ( rich brat) .... and ... yea i sorta go along with it ... and ............ bla bla bla ... akmal went there first with caroline ( the cute gurl ) .... and ..... me and jeev and soon yee meet them at the so called chicken rice shop which is actually chilis .... afterthat only i know they set me up .... lol IT WAS a burfday dinner .... awwwwwwww how sweet ... just for me .... we had our NICENICE time and dinner ... and after we sorta like chilling there after the food .. then i heard ..... pplS singing burfday song ..... and when i was going to tell them ... wow .. someone burfday also wo ... then ..... fucking the staff at chilis stood beside me holding a ..... cake (i think its called a cake ) ........ with a candle on it .... and then i know the song was for me ... DAMN ... i was soooo SUPPRISE lo ....I TOLTALLY FELL for THAT 1 ....... hahahahha well ... thanks guys ... and gurl ... for everything ... LOVE u all ... will post photo when i get it from darling soon yee ..... soooo touching loooo


talking about TOUCHED ..... fuck ... akmal got his ipod touch LOR ! ....... wah damn cool ... the function ...shit ........ i am not into these ipod ... psp and shit stuff .. but shit .. i still think its cool ....... wakkakaka but i still wouldnt buy 1 ......

pipit 1st anniversary

wow.... i went to pipit 1st aniversary ytr ~ was sooo much fun meeting up the pipit-ers ~ seeing god louis ... yayawoooo jphree black fryday and all ..................so here's some photo i took at the event ~ enjoy........

some wonderfull tees

pipit issues

bibi chun and jphree

urban creature doing demo

cute couple .. the yayawoooS....

my fav for the day