freaking BORED

its friday !!! FIANLLY !!! i've been waiting for this day to come since forever .. i've been siting infront of my comp for almost whole week sleepless doing my homework ... i can feel my comp also wanna tell me "get a life dude " .... lolz .... gosh ~~ dunno why today eveyrone like missing in action :( ... gosh ~ wanna find someone to go out with me also so hard ZZZZZZzzzz fuck !! BORED !!!!! i dowan to rot at home !!!

my mom tot i was dead

GOSH ...... i woke up just now at 4 am .... and i realise i have been fainted for nearly ... 12 hours !! lol ~~~ i have been staying up sleepless for god knows how many days ... gosh ~ life is busy ~ motion graphic ... online media ~ MM production .... i love design ... but .... i need more time man ... i reach home from school today at 5 ... and i plan to go for some exercise ( basketball ) .. but then i told myself to go lie down on the bed for half hours resting .. LOL !! i didnt wake up ~ luckily i didnt go play basketball ... i think i will be dead by now ~ LOLZ .... gosh i'm bored ~~!! everyone is offline .... i guess .... hwk time ... again ~ GO go GO !!!!!! no art work to show today ~ :/

vector

i'm kinda into vector recently ~~ ... well was doing some vector icon for a fren ~ cuz i promised her so ...... ( she forced me ) .... and so ... here it is .... i fit it into a t shirt instead ~ cuz i find it cute ... well and here's some character design of my next project as well ~~~ soon yee and akmal ~ thanks for being my model ~ lol u guys look cute ~ :)

joey~ in my t-shirt design " beauty of simplicity "
pop art style

lol ~ cute akmal and soon yee in my project character design

photography vs photoshop ~

all these while i hold on to my believe when taking photos where good photography comes from pure photography without very much photoshopping ~ ..... well ~ i went to my art teacher studio today and ... dunno how the hell we chat about photography and then ... lolz ~ i dunno how the hell we get into this topic where i say ..... " if photoshop the photos ... then photography is meaningless ledi ....... then every camera can come out with nice photo .. and i don have to buy a dslr for nice photos " .... my art teacher knock my head ~ and lecture me for like 20 mins about .... how potography develop ~ how ppl last time do editing using flim and bla bla bla .... and ... tell me photography is about the composition and the story u wan to tell and not about photoshop or not (but ofcuz .... limit urself when photoshopping ... don too kao kao la )~ geesh ~~ .... lol ~ so i went home ... and... lolz ~ photoshop some photo i tool ( finally i don feel guilt to photoshop my photo's ... haha wanted to do it sicne forever ) .....

control

akmal's blue sandals

a kiddo at buddha fest

4th piece digital painting !!

was browsing thru flickr 1 random night and saw this photo ~~~~ from yew chin ~~ it was perfectly shot ~ so i did a digital painting on it ~ gosh ~~ i've been doing more illustration work more then ... multimedia work ~~ LOL ~~ feel free to comment ~~

the original photo ~~ nice photo ey ?


photoshop +painter ...... took me two nights to get this done

The road not taken

stresssed !!!!!! i need to come out with the action script for the f***king online media website which i really kenot find any info of it online ~~ GRRRR !!!! and then i was offered a chance to partner with a stylist to open a studio which he already found all the sponsors ~ he is just waiting my answer then the project will starts ~~ gosh ~ and he will pay all the rental and stuffs i just need to do his F**king website .... and take the photograph of the models ~ ~~ i doubt it if i really wanna go into the "fashion field " ..... but ofcuz i wanna earn money (who dont ) but ... i will be much more happier if i am a freaking cool desginer and earn a living with my design ~~ ...... and .. i dunno if i got time to cope with my studies or not ....... :"( ... and this might be a chance for me (who knows wat it will brings me to ? ) .... i am stressed !!!

anyway ~~ this is a t-shirt design i did ..... lolz ~ i think a t-shirt looks nice if its plain ... so .....

sounds not convincing ~~ hummm i wonder why ~~ (lame)

FREE at last !!!! for 1 night

finally i pass up my motion graphic today .... felt damn relax after passing up .... haha right after coming back from coll i started sleeping until 12 am only i woke up ... never felt how its like to sleep lidat since ...... last holiday ~ wakakakka ~ then i started ston-ing infront of my comp and felt like drawing again so i did another piece of digital paitning of kym ~ XP took me quite some time to finish it ....somehow one of my fren just broke up with her bf .... she seems so depressed from her nick name .. it makes me think of the time i broke up with my ex 1 year back .. i was like her .....it was like the end of the world for me .. it took me quite some time to heal my wound ......well she just need sometime and she'll realise that love is just a small part of life .... there's alot of nicer thing other than love ... :) like frenz .... cheerish the frenz u have......i'm greatfull that i have a bunch of cool frenz now ~ thanks guys ~

screenshots from FIRST my motiongraphic ever





photos i found randomly online



my version of kym....... photoshop+painter

TIRING !!

gosh ~ motion graphic due date is at wed .... i just came back from the coll lab at 12.am ~~~~ its freaking tiring man..i reach home ~ had my dinner on 1am and started to continue doing my motion graphic ... and had some random chat with akmal and i told him i need some cool music to keep me awake ...and so .... he sent me this great song ........well .... if i just broke up and i hate my gf .... i will tell this to my frenz ~~~ lolz !!!

The Vandals-my girlfriend's dead

Digital painting

its 5.00am and i have been doing motion graphic for the whole day ytr (sleepless)~ felt abit streessed so .... i browse thru my photo's and then got an idea of doing digital painting....so i pick a gal from my photos(fern ) and start painting..and then i kinda get "higher and higher " and den i started to do some photo editing with lights and colors.... well the outcome is ...... great ( i think)

digital painting-photoshop

(fern)well i am not a illustration student nor a animator i guess i've tried hard

akmal the arrogant

fern the sweet (she just seems to be in my photos so frequently )

i am FAT?!?!? wth ?

gosh ~~ a fren told me past few days .... that i look fater ledi .... well i ignore it cuz i think she havent seen me for ages ... and ..... today ..... somone told me that also ! gosh ~~ am i that fat ?
i've stop jogging and working out for 3 weeks already ~ due to ........................ hwk ~ ( its not an excuse okay ) well and i did find back my previous photos and compare it with the photo now ...
haha i don think i look fater also.

few months back















last few days

( in fact i think i look slim-er) er..........................don i ?hmmmm maybe its the hair... well anyway so i went to you tube to search for some workout tutorials ~~ and this is what i found ~

Art is about self expressing and not competing

well something hit me on the head when i was scolded "Art is about self expressing and not competing" by a close fren while chatting ..... well i sat there for a while thinking about it ... well i have to admit ... i am so obses with the whole "fame " thing .. everything i do now is just to achieve 1 goal .... thats fame .. Well my fren told me that it is so unhealthy for me .... well .. i was kinda speechless when he said that ...

i admit wat he said was completely right about me .. but to think of that .. i'm actually placed to compete in other word force ...all these while what i've been doing is to try to prove ppl wrong about wat they think about me... and i am not a piece of shit .. well my mind is so messy about that sentence that he hit me with now .... lets not talk about that ..

haha... its been so freaking long since the first post huh ? lol ~ was kinda busy at work ( i mean college ) has been working on some project lately and beating deadlines .....

well this abit of what i'm doing ....
















screen shoots of my interactive business card~

and .... i'm kinda into photography recently and i got myself a new flickr account http://www.flickr.com/photos/baby_kiasu ..... this is some photo inside ~ feel free to drop by and give some comments :)

a brand new blog ...a brand new start

Well here's my first blog ever in my life ~ ( proud ) LOLZ ....i created this blog to give myself some motivation to keep producing work and post it online ,cuz i find myself don have motivation to do my work ...

after few more hours .... college starts ~ :( i have been sleepless for few days thinking of this .... thinking about the stress that i have to cope with .. the "promises " or ..... so call goal that i've made to myself .. i've been doing very very badly for the previous term..... cuz i didnt really gave in enuff for my work ... its time to really work hard cuz its final year in coll for me ... (well hope i'll do what i said ) :( ........ I MUST BE DETERMINED !!!!

for few months i have been slacking .... and the reason i gave myself is .. i don have the enviroment to do my work ~ i need to be in gang ~ i kenot work alone ~ :( ..... but somehow i've lost the environment (the helping each other ....keeping each other up at night to do projects.. criticising each other art work for improvement )..and ... everytime ... every single time ... i try to do my work ~ "accidents " happen for sure ... such as ... i kenot find my notes ... i kenot find my pen ... fren call me out ... etc etc .... ( well i'm just not determined )

well .. i kenot stay like this forever ... i will work hard from this moment onwards ~ ..... :)

things i need to do for this week :

• Go get myself a note book for this sem
• buy a pendrive ( i broke mine :'( )
• get a haircut ~ ( i hate my hair now )

well i guess this is it ~ .... my first post