wannabe

i wanna be like him ... him ... him ... and also him ......

i have big dreams ..... big enough to cover the whole malaysia ... but it seeems ... none of them are easy to achieve ...every on and off at late nights when i have nothing to do ... i'll pay a visit to peoples blog ... well .. the people that i admire the ppl who i wannabe like and i wanna live like .. but everytime ... every single time ... it will make me feel more disappointed ... well i'm happy to see'em live like how they are now ... happy , meaningfull job ..... happening life ... well but when i stop and think what am i now ... i'll felt .... i'm such a loser ..

i've always wanna be a great designer ... atleast someone that people will talk about ... and also ALWAYS wanted to do somthing big with my frens ~ win some award ... set up somthing ........i LOVE the feeling of working together .... i love the feeling of not sleeping and having the same aim ..... supporting each other ...checking on each other making sure everyone is not slacking ... celebrating together for wat "we" have gain after having a war ....

sigh ......... well .....sigh .....